Just GO Away

I know that right now this blog has been mostly about my workaholic stuff. I have been opening up more about my moods and depression on my public to everyone and even public to some friends in real life blog and I got what I expected and onslaught of "OMG I had no idea you were feeling this way?" "Are you OK?" "You have to look on the bright side of things, and count your blessings" emails.

Don't get me wrong I appreciate so much that people care but I am just in a place where I KNOW I will be ok I just need to be able to write it out - even if it is repetetive and boring to others. I said it in my most recent post I want to get back to using my blog as a journal to explore me and my thoughts and my life and less like a house for memes and entertainment things.

So yes today I am in a crappy mood. Tired itrritable and I want to stangle someone i if this rain does not stop soon. To add insult to injury here are all the other things that are weighting around.....

my car is going to cost me $400
and adam is feeling like we never see each other
and I feel like I never get to see my friends
and my sister in law is being difficult
and it is STILL FUCKING raining
and Chris got voted off AI
and Marley pooped yellow

*grumble*